Summer time

Come quicker!!

• bonfires
• laying in the grass
  
• tire swings
• sidewalk chalk
• beaches
• freckles
• sunshine!

Iv decided to make myself a few summer goals!!
At the end of the summer Ill let you know how many I completed. This is going to be the summer for dirt, Im gonna try my hardest to fall in love, and I'm moving away.

Byeeeeee

White supremest =(

Reasons 1&&2, why you should not let your white supremest friends draw swastika's on your knee caps, than go tanning..





4 days til i go on vacation to Dominican Republic.. FML

give me

something worth fighting for!!!
Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention

Love song

I want a boy who will:

• Make me happy when I'm sad.
• Give me little hand crafted objects to let me know he's thinking of me.
• Give me kisses all day and not acre who is around to see it or what they are thinking.
• Who will encourage me to live to my fullest potential and nothing less.
• Who i can feel comfortable around no matter WHAT is going on.
  
• A boy who will never make me feel dumb or underestimate me.
  
• Someone who will respect me to the fullest
• Brag about me whenever he gets the chance.
• Call in sick with me sometimes just to spend the whole day in bed with me listening to mayday parade and singing like idiots, cuddling and who will bring me strawberries in bed =)
  
• Give me his whole heart and not a smidgen less.
• Want to spend time with me, who doesn't live by a schedule or at least one who will be able to fit me into it.
  
• Take cute pictures with me, go on dates with me, hold my hand when i get tattoos, and those other boyfriend-type things.
• Hold me in the dark when I'm falling asleep and never let go
• WILL LOVE ME, for who i am, past mistakes I've made, and future ones that i will.
  

If you're out there let me know! Because I need you, I've been feeling so lonely lately, and this taste of lust isnt enough to quench my thirst.

I want a boy who I can love.

new begginin

Live it, Learn it, Love it.

x ex x

"I've been up for days,
Trying to find a way to write this confession down.
Seems every line I writes a mess,
At least this I'll admit.
For what I've done I am not proud
But there's no need to pretend
No need for innocence
I've got to be honest now."

Simply stated:
_i DO feel badly about what iv done
_but i DON'T regret it, I learned a lot about myself and you through my actions
_im over the idea of you, but I don't ever think I'll fully forget you, or the way your hands graced my skin, your gentle smile and perfect features..

With that said. . . .
Im putting you behind me today
Im putting away everything you gave me
Im putting an end to this sanity
waking up, thinking of you
Not a single night has passed that you haven't graced
my dreams.

Sometimes memories are better left of just as that.

R.I.P

slowely your scent will fade,
but not the memories.
Slowly you'll leave my head
But not my heart

Weather you like it or not
A small piece of you will always
be a big part of me.

&& Im Okay with that
I wish you the best

xoxo. Jxmxx

scotophobia

you will be the death of me . .

INTEGRITY

keeps me strong,

LIVE LIFE!
no regrets

<3

confessions..

Dear Windsor ON
By now I'm sure you have created quite the opinion of me, Truth is..

I'm a terrible person,
but I'm not ashamed.

I love every second of it.
Plus, if my life wasn't so eventful
what would you have to talk about
with you friends, and who would
you have to talk about.

xo
_______
Now for some confessions:
-i made out with your ex, we aren't friends because you showed interest in mine.
-i kept your sweaters because they still smell like you, i dont let anyone wear them because im afraid one day the scent may ware off
-i think you're fucking ugly, but something about you interests me.
-i want to poke holes in all of your condoms, to see if you lack the courage on your convictions
&& you mean so much to me but you will never know because im too embarrassed to tell anyone that i even talk to you.
_______

"beauty and brains never come together"

As a child,
I would always get this fortune cookie when we went for chinese food, I never really quite got its meaning because really, i was an ugly kid and never got great grades. It seemed like everytime we went out to eat everyone would get these ensightful fortunes promising wealth, health and richs and i was the awkward, dumb little kid. To this day those words have stuck in my head, just a small memory nothing to surpass as anthing more. Recently I am starting to reolise that what started off as a small piece of paper baked into a sweet tasting cookie, would actaully follow me 19 years.
I am starting to reolise now, becoming a much more beautiful and much more educated young lady, how enlighting this fortune really is. .

Being beautiful doesn't seem to have made me any smarter. If anything, shedding that awkward body and baby fat has turned me into something I have never wanted to become.
I lie
I cheat
I hurt
I do it all knowing exactly what i am getting myself into.

Today is the day :
I turn myself around
I stick to my goals
I use my common sense, its there screaming at me, I'v just learned to ignore it

Today I become the me, iv been too afraid to show.
Burrying my past, Excelling to the future.

Thank you Uncle Chow,
your fortune has finally opened my eyes
________________________________________

first.

"Sad enough to say that alone I could barely light a match
but together we can burn this place down."

I met my soul mate a few weeks ago.
She came in the female form
but I am so glad.

I feel like we've known eachother for most of my life,
And I love her.

Its about time things started to shape up for me (L)

She's beautiful, smart, pretty and talented. Together we're unstoppable and desirable. Red heads are hawt


xo