9.3.09

"beauty and brains never come together"

As a child,
I would always get this fortune cookie when we went for chinese food, I never really quite got its meaning because really, i was an ugly kid and never got great grades. It seemed like everytime we went out to eat everyone would get these ensightful fortunes promising wealth, health and richs and i was the awkward, dumb little kid. To this day those words have stuck in my head, just a small memory nothing to surpass as anthing more. Recently I am starting to reolise that what started off as a small piece of paper baked into a sweet tasting cookie, would actaully follow me 19 years.
I am starting to reolise now, becoming a much more beautiful and much more educated young lady, how enlighting this fortune really is. .

Being beautiful doesn't seem to have made me any smarter. If anything, shedding that awkward body and baby fat has turned me into something I have never wanted to become.
I lie
I cheat
I hurt
I do it all knowing exactly what i am getting myself into.

Today is the day :
I turn myself around
I stick to my goals
I use my common sense, its there screaming at me, I'v just learned to ignore it

Today I become the me, iv been too afraid to show.
Burrying my past, Excelling to the future.

Thank you Uncle Chow,
your fortune has finally opened my eyes
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