Quinccy Alexandre Williams <3

Cutest nigger I know :)

He's my number one man.
I love him soo bad!

Cause he's sassy like me!
and we both have bad hair cuts.

xox

Have Heart!

<3
its an important thing to remember, from now on im having heart in everything i do. I used to live my life my this rule, but i thought it meant to be nice and show care for everyone in the decisions that you make.

Nope, I'm realizing it means that weather you're nice or mean to back it up with everything you have. So from now on that is what I'm gonna do.



Pyceeeeee

i would do anything for you.

ANYTHING!
Someone Buy me a kitten like this :)
I would be forever happy!

lust

I wish i wasn't cursed with beauty
So i would be more than a pretty face
more than i piece of flesh
and more than a warm hole.

I wish i could be looked at for the intelligent, talented and complex human that i am.

hospital <3

hold it in, hold it in
these words are better left unsaid
i'm sorry, mom
you were always such a hero when today
i walked out of the door
and turned my back on love
it was the day i became a child
searching to grow up
i wish this was a dream
you were both always so forgiving
i think it took me losing everything
i ruined something beautiful

and all i ask
all i ask is one thing

never call me stranger
just please call me daughter
tell me something, won't you
tell me what i was like, oh won't you tell me
tell me what i was like when i was innocent.

25 Things I think you should know about me.

1. im terrified of the dark ad sleep with a pink unicorn nightlight.
2. im afraid ill never fall in love in the same way that i once did, and it scares me.
3. lately i dont know who i am, i think i found myself this past week and im so thankful to have some sort of knowledge into myself
4. i like everyone, if i dont like you theres a good reason for it. i only hate one person.
5. i belive in karma and fate
6. i hide behind my image beuase im afraid people will see through it and see the pain iv surcum to all these years
7. im too forgiving
8. i made a mistake. . .
9. i miss my best friend, he died a few years ago and i miss him so much, ill neve admit it but i have never been the same since that day
10. i read because it makes me look smarter, and so i dont fall into the typical steriotype a female covered in tattoos
11. im going to rich one day, and i dont care what i have to do
12. iv learned to only care for myself, and my own wants and feelings, but emily is opening my heart to others
13. i think i found my soulmate
14. i think you can judge a persons wmotional strength based on the archs in their eyebrows
15. make up is best, long hair is better
16. if i could wear a dress everyday i would
17. i wear these scars not because of you, but because of me. i didn't want your attention or do it so you would talk to me, i knew it would push you away, i did it because sometimes theres no other way
18. im never going to be able to reproduce, this has its benifits, although i dont think i want kids i still would like the option, since it was wripped away from me a week and a half ago i would have loved to held you. .i think
    
19. for 16 years iv held your secret, todays the day i tell someone. luckily for you you're dead
20. tornados fasinate me
21. im simpler than you think, my macbook means the world to me
22. if i could get three wishs they would be:
    _to truley understand love, so i could love happy
    _to get brett back and all the other firends i have lost
    _to spend more time with my mom growing up, i feel like things would have been a lot more diff if i had a little more faith in her
23. i dont resent you for what you did to me, im thankful. you taught me what the bottom feels like, i had no other option but to raise from where you left me, but sometimes i go back to that dark place.... and i like it.
24. i dont have any secrets, im dont with that. Prject Truth 09. Live Free
25. you mostl likely shoudnt take me seriosuly 98% of the time, nor should you judge me based on things you may have heard, sometimes its best to find out for yourself. you might regret not doing so someday.
    

Dear Brett,

I haven't felt you lately. Its been months since I felt your gentle hand on my back or your fingers in my hair when I'm falling asleep.

I used to think you watched over me when I slept and came down to me when I was crying. For the last 3 years I have felt and seen you everywhere, city bus', reflections, anywhere I was. Only for a simple glance but it made me feel so good.

You talked to me one night in my dream and since then I haven't felt you. I don't know how to get a hold of you anymore. This is my last attempt please come back, im not done with your guidence. Im more last than I ever have been. Please come back to me. I need you.

It makes me so sad to know that I might not feel you anymore, its been so long. And the one thing I feared the most is starting to happen, you're becoming a memory. I can't remember your voice anymore, But those eyes and that smile could never leave my mind.

This is my Plee, I love you.
You were one of my best friends, for a LONG time.
I never thought it would end this way.
Come back im so lost without your guidence. I need you watching over me again. Im in over my head I need my best friend back.

Rest In Peace
Brett Thomas Lyons <3
Regardelss of if I can feel your presence or not, you're going to live in in my heart until I join you.
xoxo