Dear Brett,

I haven't felt you lately. Its been months since I felt your gentle hand on my back or your fingers in my hair when I'm falling asleep.

I used to think you watched over me when I slept and came down to me when I was crying. For the last 3 years I have felt and seen you everywhere, city bus', reflections, anywhere I was. Only for a simple glance but it made me feel so good.

You talked to me one night in my dream and since then I haven't felt you. I don't know how to get a hold of you anymore. This is my last attempt please come back, im not done with your guidence. Im more last than I ever have been. Please come back to me. I need you.

It makes me so sad to know that I might not feel you anymore, its been so long. And the one thing I feared the most is starting to happen, you're becoming a memory. I can't remember your voice anymore, But those eyes and that smile could never leave my mind.

This is my Plee, I love you.
You were one of my best friends, for a LONG time.
I never thought it would end this way.
Come back im so lost without your guidence. I need you watching over me again. Im in over my head I need my best friend back.

Rest In Peace
Brett Thomas Lyons <3
Regardelss of if I can feel your presence or not, you're going to live in in my heart until I join you.
xoxo