captain captain!

we are sinking
can't you see that everyones screaming?
we're going down were going down.

You were right all along, i am a stupid girl.
I make, made and will make dumb decisions.
Im afraid of commitment, and having sometimes solid in my life because i never have had sterdy ground my whole life.
I make excuses and won't bury my past. I always am looking for something better and don't see that the best thing for me is right in front of my face.

My constant search will be my demise , i could almost put money on it.


BUT, you were wrong about a lot too.
I am a very strong individual, im truthful, i cleaned up my life and im stronger than i have ever been.
im smarter than you or anyone you know because my average is double yours and i dont sit at home all day and isolate myself from the reality of what i have done. I have a good heart, strong drive and a personality bigger than anyone i know.

im real
you still live in your dream world

wake up!